Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Balance



Today the universe gave me a little wink. It was the kind of gesture, or event, or sea change that tells you that sometimes the good guys win. And yet, I stand before you not gloating or relishing other people's struggles. I feel really, really bad that this certain someone is hurting... and yet I know this hurt is of their own making. Somehow, that doesn't make me feel any better, it simply strengthens my resolve to try to stay above the fray.

Finding the balance in all of this, that is my challenge.

love, taw

Thursday, April 16, 2009

my afternoon of insanity



wow.

i won't go into detail, but let's just say i indulged in a fantasy today, then realized how insane it all was. or is. uh.

that being said, there was a glorious moment, however fleeting, where i felt on top of the world.

the lessons learned: fantasies are great, but not always worth the aftermath; hindsight... yep, just about 20/20; and i have a juicy, satisfying life as it is (and as it is evolving).

oh, and we're moving to ballard!

love, taw